The Wall

So Brad, tell me what's going on in your world? It's f**ked up, I'm looking at myself in the mirror I'm seein' something scary, it's slowly comin' clearer I had a funny feeling that today will be the day That someone tries to blow my motherf**kin' a*s away But hey, I'm running out of time to be blunt I never had the nuts to make the motherf**kin' final cut I've been depressed for no f**kin' reason But every problem's got a reason I'm kinda havin' trouble breathin' somebody help me Hear my plead, my battle cry, my psychic told me That it's gonna be hard for Brad to die She told a lie, I think I oughtta shank the bitch I got my pistol, thinking if I should shoot the shit Click, bang, I jammed it, I slammed it aw shit, goddammit I'm havin' a f**ked day to begin with I lost a bitch, a bird, and then this My homies tend to think I get too high I'm doing fine, now pa*s me the formaldehyde The only thing that seems to help me cope Is when I'm drunker than a motherf**ker puffin' on the chronic smoke And then I'm able to deal with the woes The friends, the foes, the bitches, the hoes I gotta gang of niggers, but none of them I'd f**k I gotta gang of bitches, but none of them I'd trust Trust a bitch, nope, uh, uh, never I'm havin' too much trouble tryin' to keep my damn self together They got me by the balls so please, help me Break these motherf**kin', these motherf**kin' walls I scream, there's no one there to hear me cry, I guess It's hard to scream, to motherf**kers when you scream inside I see my future and it's coming in in plain view I blame myself, but mommy dear I blame you 'Cause the world was f**ked from the first And havin' me only made the matters worse Now look at what they did to me That's some f**ked up shit for a kid to see Motherf**kin' dealin' after dealin', killin' After killin', I'm tryin' to check a million The world's going straight to f**kin' satan A f**kin' shank's about to blow my f**kin' brain Shit, damn I'm dead, I'm finally through Hearing all these voices in my head Somebody finally got me, I'm looking at myself Outside of my f**kin' body So now I'm standing face to face Mr. Scarface versus Mr. Scarface We were two different people from the start One nigga's too smart the other too f**kin' hard We both refused to be outsmarted Dearly departed, the battle's already started f**k it, it's on, I duck, I weave, connect, oh shit I'm struck, caught me with the piercing lead And realized to myself I shot my own f**kin' self Damn, suicide is quicker I try to break the wall, the wall keeps getting thicker I really start to miss my mother I try to climb the wall, it's higher than a motherf**ker I wondering what that sound is I'm having major trouble tryin' to walk around it There ain't no getting up I'm trapped I really should've dropped my motherf**kin' strap 'Cause when I think about it now I shouldn't have tried to climb the motherf**ker I should've broke the motherf**ker down