Things Seem All Fucked up Today

the girl i fell in love with isn't home. it's my own fault i'm miserable, alone. and things seem all f**ked up today again. it's stupid when her voice can make you smile. it's stupid when your heart clouds up your mind. and things seem all f**ked up today again. i know she didn't mean to do it and i'm feeling like a fool but i'll get through it anyway. no one could ever make me feel as bad as i can make me feel; i try to smile as i watch it slip away. i try to think of better things instead. i promise myself that i won't regret. but things seem all f**ked up today again.