Half Alive

It's 4 am, I'm waking up to your perfume Don't get up, I'll get through on my own I don't know if I'm home or if I lost my way into your room I'm spiraling into my doom, I'm feeling half alive But I know one day you and I will be free To live and die by our own rules Free despite the fact that men are fools I'm almost alive And I need you to try and save me It's okay that we're dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight Well, excuse me while I get killed softly Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay At least till yesterday you know you caught me off my highest guard Believe me when I say it's hard, we'll get through this tonight And I know one day you and I will be free To live and die by our own rules Free despite the fact that men are fools I'm almost alive And I need you to try and save me It's okay that we're dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight And you touch my hand ever so slightly Girl, I'm not ready for this yet And the deadly looks you cast upon me I won't regret, I won't regret, I won't regret, I won't regret And I was trying to disappear But you got me wrapped around you I can hardly breathe without you I was trying to disappear But I got lost in your eyes now You brought me down to size now I'm almost alive And I need you to try and save me It's okay that we're dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight, tonight I'm almost alive And I need you to try and save me It's okay that we're dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight I need to survive tonight, tonight