To Die In Fall

Sustaining life is meaningless Complacent hearts collapse in stride We cannot know, we cannot Call out for help, out for a way in And I forget just why I lay here To rise and bleed and die in fall Preserving fear, deserving fear the satellite The satellite collapses hard controls my friends The weather man predicts the end And I forget just why I lay here emotionless To rise and bleed and die in fall And I need to push you so far away 'Cause I want to do to you What I have always longed to do 'Cause it's been so long since we spoke And I keep pushing away but you knew exactly Who I wanted you to be, lazurus born from a stain Lie down and take the truth is ugly Such a waste of energy and such a waste of time Your such a waste Such a waste of energy and such a waste of time Your such a waste Well I forget just why I lay here emotionless To rise and bleed and die To rise and bleed and die in fall