Diluted

I'm cold, I'm ugly I'm always confused by everything I can stare into a thousand eyes But every smile hides a bold faced lie It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes My heroes are dead, they died in my head Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain Something inside me has opened up again Thoughts of me exemplified all the little flaws I have denied Forget today, forget whatever happened Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? I save all the bullets from ignorant minds Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind Way past good taste, on our way to bad Omens I decrease, while my symptoms increase God what the f**k is wrong You act like you knew it all along Your timing s*cks, your silence is a blessing All I ever wanted out of you was Something you could never be Now take a real good look at What you've f**king done to me What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? Gimme any reason why I'd need you? Gimme any reason why I'd need you? Gimme any reason why I'd need you? Gimme any reason not to f**k you up? Gimme any reason why I'd need you? Gimme any reason why I'd need you? Gimme any reason why I'd need you? Gimme any reason not to f**k you up? I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I keep my scars from prying eyes Incapable of ever knowing why Somebody breathe I've got to have an answer Why am I so fascinated by Bigger pictures, better things But I don't care what you think You'll never understand me What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? f**k