My Murmuring Darling

this wasnt supposed to be a test of will or years of patience but when you opened your mouth and still nothing came out I was speechless youve got a million things upon your nightstand oh I hate them but it was in the pill I am swallowing still 'cause I messed up, yeah I messed up keep the lights on so I can remember why I came sometimes I doubt you my murmuring darling in the bloodlines, in the straight lines on the sidewalk in the palm of your hand I mumble through and you talk through me and its hard the lights, the lights they might have brought me to the rocks here, where I am sinking but its all in the pill I am trying to cough up 'cause I messed up, yeah I messed up keep the lights on so I can remember why I came sometimes I doubt you my murmuring darling