New Disease

Now I can take this everything I know Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because its the only thing I have left Blame myself again for what I didn't do Never really knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come Because I have gone to far now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me? Watered down my senses and turned them on me f**k morality and everything I know If I didn't hate this then I couldn't go Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die But it still becomes a new disease Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die But it still becomes a new disease Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why this meant so much to me Doubt Did I ever want this? It all could have been, it all would have been Doubt Did I ever want this? It all could have been, it's all I'll ever be Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why this meant so much to me Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die But it still becomes a new disease Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die But it still becomes a new disease But it still becomes a new disease But it still becomes a new disease