Why

I am not here I think I've never Been here at all Or ever will I feel like a place Where no one goes anymore Why can't you see that everything's broken? And why can't you see that my life's turned gray? I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe that I am real It seems so bizarre But none of this matters Thoughts disappear and hopes have died But now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here Why can't you see my need for forgiveness The truth and the lies so confused as one I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe in anything I am alone Locked in my memories There's nowhere left for me to hide But I am not real I've made all I am with lies Why does it seem that everything's different? And why does it seems that only you are real? I don't believe in anything sacred So why do I feel so damned alone? It seems so bizarre But none of this matters Thoughts disappear and hopes have died But now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here I need someone to break the silence Screaming in my head And in my soul