Lipgloss and Letdown

blind to the answers, find yourself, walk for the moment, find the reason in yourself, theres a reason for you and i, take this time to find a meaning, a reason to sit back and measure the worst 6 years of my life, waiting for your legs to close on my best friends, last night i saw your life flash before my eyes, why did i laugh so hard baby? (you won't be back and i'm still laughing) i never meant to hurt you (but i did) i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling, i'll never hurt you again, take this time to find your tongue, a sorry excuse to stop your lies, the best 30 seconds of my life, my angel take your pills, my angel i sold your ring, and now your speechless, and now i can't stop laughing, i didnt want it this way, i hope you're happy where you are and i'm glad to say i put you there, who's the one that's laughing now, i'm the one who's laughing now (now theres nothing left to say i hope you're feeling my embrace, and i can't sleep) you should have left me sleeping, you should have let me sleep...