Solitaire

I hurt myself again today, Feelin' a little numb I could Use the pain. I always find myself in this Little bind. It's been a few weeks since You've been around, So here I sit with my hands Strapped down patiently awaiting Our secert games We used to play All alone, so here I sit all tied up, All alone with all my thoughts, I do not mind if this goes on. I think about about what I'll say to you When you finally decide to come my way, I'm sitting around all painted like a fool, And I don't know how I got This way, and I don't know how much more I wanna take. But I know you'll shoot me down, and bury me before I get too high. So here I sit all tied up all Alone with my thoughts when Will I learn to walk away >From the things I do that make Me feel the way, I feel when I'm with you? Tonight it's me, myself and I, All this pain I seem to put Myself through, all the ways I Find to submit to you Cat o' nine tails gettin' old And I don't know how I got This way I don't know how much more I wanna take. I got a millon ways to tame Myself and a million nights to try When will you come around To do the things you do to me I hate this game of solitaire.