How Will I Laugh Tomorrow

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help, no one's around Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall Seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion but how could I explain? Kinda like the scent of a rose but you can't explain The same with my pain, caught up in emotion, goes over my head Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death Am I living or am I dead? The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And then I think about all the times that I've had Some were good, most were bad I search for personality, and I look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash through my mind, pain and hate is all I'd find Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony through my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears? And if I'm gonna die, Lord, please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow, well, I just want to say How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today? Today, today, today when I can't even smile today Today, today, today when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today? How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today? You think something's funny? Laugh at this So when I look outside my room, I see the world but not the reason What is done to me is not fair, you call it fate, I call it treason But I know not what to do, gimme a sign, I'll take whatever But if you want me, here I am, ain't gonna die forever And I tried to hold you but you just turned away And I tried to tell you but not a word I say Cried out so loudly but you just covered your ears I gave you all the signs but you ignored my tears So if you want me, here I am, I sit here, waiting for your decision But my body fights my mind and it is headed straight for a collision So am I getting near or am I still looking in all the wrong places? But the only thing that seems to change are the looks on the faces Doesn't anyone? Seems like no one cares at all I search for personality, I look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash through my mind, pain and hate is all I'd find Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony, through my eyes that's all I see How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today? Today, today, when I can't even smile today? Today, today, when I can't even smile today? How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today? How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?