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I'm seein' tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight I can't believe I lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I'm gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life because it holds me I hate myself sometimes I love myself And contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthy Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore I'm sure that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I'm gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life because it holds me I hate myself sometimes I love myself And contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness I hate myself sometimes I love myself And contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness I hate myself sometimes I love myself And contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness I hate myself sometimes I love myself And contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness