You Don't Want It

When you see me smilin' I'm really frownin' You think you really wilin' I'm killa klownin' Meaning i don't give a f**k about nothin' You say that you do because stupid Iz how everybody soundin' Niggah you think you know me But only if you knew me homie You leave me by my lonely I'm thinkin' death and destruction Imagez of blood n pus and I ain't lookin' for nothin' but trouble Thinkin' of murderin' you when i'm just loungin' That'z just the devil (just the devil) Block it out and keep it movin' I'm evil and this pus*y that i'm pursuin' Gimme the bible yes i need it Cuz tecca nina'z in ruin Mentally i'm f**kin' up when i really don't know what i'm doin' My tolerance for physical pain is gained rapidly I'm gobblin' more thizzlez than thangz but it came back at me The holy father musta flipped and became mad at me Because i'm ponderin' a wicked insane strategy How to end it all? Many men will fall