Pride and Shame

is there something more i just cant see? ive been so busy trying everyday to make ends meet, been such a long time, now i wonder can i tell the forest from the trees? i know that i feel pride and i know that i fear shame, i know i want you to smile when you hear my name, seems like a silly game, but i know i play it harder than anything, i feel alone, theres people everywhere, some of these people even care, once in a while you find someone who really cares, but im too busy to give them what they need, its not greed just a feel of failure, it keeps me goin, but when tomorrow comes theres always something more, and i cant stop working long enough to wonder what lifes for, what is it for? am i just a whore? who am i working for?