The Saddest Song

only two more days until your birthday yesterday was mine youll be turning five i know what its like growing up without your father in your life. so i pretend im doing all i can and hope someday youll find it in your heart to understand why im not around and forgive me for not being in your life. i remember waiting for you to go. i remember waiting for you to call. i remember waiting there to find nothing at all. i remember waiting for you to come. remember waiting for you to call. waiting there to find nothing at all. maybe someday youll really get to know me not just from letters wrote to you i pray i get the chance to make it up to you weve got alot of catching up to do. forgive me. im so sorry. i will make it up to you.