Little Black Heart

I've got some deep scars from a little black heart that's miles away I sent it packing after I saw what it did and I couldn't believe And now my chest hurts from the hole that I dug, it's getting harder to breathe I'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everything For once... My life I might as well live it Along with the bad times Just happy to be living So it's my time, I know it sounds selfish I'm really not like that We live and we die for this So now my head hurts and it's only getting worse every time that I think I feel like choking every time I have to sing, it's getting harder for me And now my stomach hurts, as long as I'm in love it's so hard to leave I feel a bad pain moving through my chest and my knees start to shake My knees start to shake, it's bringing me down This is my life I might as well live it Along with the bad times Just love to be living So this is my time I know it sounds selfish I think I'll have some ice cream We live and we die for this There's one thing missing every time I step outside One thing missing every time I leave and drive One thing missing every time I'm far from home There's one thing missing every time I leave for months One thing missing every time I lose control There's one thing missing every time that I stay home I've got some deep scars from a little black heart that only make me stronger And now I don't sleep, seeing any relief that gives me some perspective This is my life I might as well live it Along with the bad times Just glad to be living And this is my time I might as well share it I'll give you all my money We live and we die for this