Jealousy

How I love it when you're down I love when your wings are nailed to the ground and your pain brings me joy But I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy And this feeling is all I know I've been taken and bent by the undertow I hope you hurt like I hurt, I do Hope you join in my emotional vertigo When it rains, it rains, it rains my memories, they're fading fast Like watercolors in the rain So much I want to say But I'm locked away How I love when you fail When your wings are tied down to the rail When that train run you down See that smile break down into a frown Any devil gives credit to me Turning triumph into sweet misery Guess I locked my door to love long ago and the questions don't come for the answers I know When it rains, it rains, it rains all my memories, fading fast Like watercolors in the rain So much I wanted to say but I'm locked away I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy