Martyr Me

Just to get by try to stay high it's a good life end of discussion hours like sand Holes in my hand I'm a good soul, Martyr me Wasting my life it's pa*sing me by it's a good fight throw in the towel The hours I've spent aren't enough to pay rent I'm just sinking water deep But if all I have is defeat Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Case of my crime a lack of my time it's a roadblock need a catharsis Patience is spent a virtue I sent to the basement far from me The less that I spend on the mess that I'm in could be used towards something of value The time on my side isn't anything I've ever needed can't you see? That all I have is defeat Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Every unsuspecting scene when we're supposed to make believe that we're not tearing at the seams, We hang on, we hang on, we hang on Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake Tonight if you're awake at all Tonight if you're awake