Last Breath

Still awake on a winters day skies are gray and it's cold Smoke signals from my last cigarette Lets me know that it's finally getting old Everybody hates me for the night before The man you saw wasn't me And now there's blood upon the bathroom floor I've got a disease Wait a while all I need is a friend Come on stay a while won't you please understand, understand? I'm f**ked up with nothing ahead but the end I know that I'll never get sober And I'm fed up with this miserable life after death I know that I've taken my last breath Memories of how it used to be Painted thick on my walls Cold illusions pumping through my veins Felt them there but I didn't hear them call Washed away all my darkest fears Shoved them down to my soul I keep them aged llike a vintage wine I'm sure they'll come out when they're ready to go