Everyday

everyday i wake up, and hear you whisper my name maybe breathe a little prayer, but it just ain't the same ignoring every word you say, every word when you tell me “be still just stay still” but oh god everybody's got something for me to do and my head's filled with thoughts of everything but you 'cause i never listen to anything you say and i fall in submission to everything but you everyday i go to your house and fall on my knees the very next morning and cry out “please would you take this life i call my own? would you let your house become my home?”