Favorite Disease

Wanting, watching, debating On which way to run to Haunted, voices, craving Someone to run to I haven't lost myself in a long time I never tried to care when I wanted to I just wanna be part of something I just wanna to be real like you Sometimes, I feel like a monster And times, I feel like a saint I'm on my knees You're my favorite disease Silent, warnings tell me That I've let things come undone Show me, teach me the way to heaven 'Cause no other way can I haven't lost myself in a long time I never tried to care when I wanted to I just wanted to be part of something I just wanted to be real like you Sometimes, I feel like a monster And times, I feel like a saint I'm on my knees You're my favorite disease Closer, closer, closer to you I need to be closer Have closure, get closer to you Every step I take Sometimes, I feel like a monster And times, I feel like a saint I'm on my knees You're my favorite disease And I love the way you kill me Love the way you heal me Sometimes, I feel like a monster And times, I feel like a saint I'm on my knees You're my favorite disease And I love the way you kill me Love the way you heal me I love the way you kill me Love the way you heal me I love the way you kill me Love the way you heal me I love the way you kill me Love the way you heal me I love the way you kill me Love the way you heal me