Silently

So this time I am the one to blame The last time I almost drown It did not feel the same And now I am withholding all the pain And I still remember how I hurt myself When I shut this all away This time no one can hear me As I'm screaming on the floor I feel so far away from healing So I'm stepping back inside Stepping back inside of me This time the voice is screaming It screams in me silently And now I am wanting this to change 'Cause this time we've come too far And I cannot run away And I know the ends not far away 'Cause I still remember how I hurt myself When I shut this all away This time no one can hear me As I'm screaming on the floor I feel so far away from healing So I'm stepping back inside Stepping back inside of me This time the voice is screaming It screams in me silently Screams in me This time no one can hear me As I'm screaming on the floor I feel so far away from healing So I'm stepping back inside Stepping back inside of me This time the voice is screaming It screams in me Screams in me silently