Epicentre

I asked myself was I content with the world that I once cherished did it bring me to this darkened place to contemplate my perfect future? I will not stand nor utter words against this tide of hate losing sight of what and who I was again I'm so sorry if these seething words I say impress on you that I've become anathema of my soul I can't say that you're losing me please I always tried to keep myself tied to this world no tears no sympathy but I know where this is leading I can't say that you're losing me but I must be that which I am though I know where this could take me no tears no sympathy gracefully, respectfully facing conflict deep inside myself but here confined losing control of what I could not change gracefully, respectfully I ask you please don't worry, not for me don't turn your back don't turn away I can't say that you're losing me but I know where this is leading I always tried to keep myself tied to this world please no tears no sympathy I can't say that you're losing me but I must be that which I am though I know where this could take me no tears no sympathy no tears for me, no sympathy no tears for me, no sympathy