Tell Me Why

[Without mistakes there is no forgiving without forgiving there is no love] So this is life the normal way was there a sign all through the day I can't find a sense for living while the people smile and cry They don't give an damn about me No, they do not even try Is there a god or is there a solution Farewell to you I've made this conclusion to switch off the pain when my nerves are torn my bodyic hurts cause it's old and worn Cancer eats my limbs, intestines and meat mortal remains kept by mechanical beat So you can't help me even if you try you think of me please tell me why Tell me why Tell me why is existence so dark for me Tell me why should I come back to life for free Tell me why do you want me to get up again Tell me why should I follow the advice of men Don't ask me why