This Is Where It Ends

I don't buy everything I read I haven't even read everything I've bought I don't cry every time I bleed My eyes are dry, but they're bloodshot I have faith in medications I believe in the Prozac Nations You play doctor, but I've lost patience But this is where it ends, this is where it ends Call the police and call the press But please, dear God, don't tell my friends This is where it ends, this is where it ends Where's my pride? Where's my self-esteem? Does it show in the drinks I've bought? I don't hide every time I'm seen But I try not to get caught Make excuses for behavior Can my illness be my savior? Hid my heart while you still gave yours But this is where it ends, this is where it ends Call the police and call the press But please, dear God, don't tell my friends This is where it ends, this is where it ends She says, she wants to live in a movie I say, "I want someone else to Stand behind me and write it all down 'Cause I can't be bothered doing it myself And I don't want the responsibility Of proving its importance I have loved and I have waited Been picked up and been sedated Mental health is overrated But this is where it ends, this is where it ends Call the police and call the press But please, dear God, don't tell my friends This is where it ends, this is where it ends