Sunspots

Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes... Sometimes I forget I'm alive... I feel it coming and I've gotta get out of its way I hear it calling and I come cause I can't disobey I should not listen and I shouldn't believe but I do... yes, I do She turns me on... She makes me real... I have to apologize... For the way I feel... My life, it seems has taken a turn... Why in the name of God would I ever want to return? Peel off our skin, we're gonna burn what we were to the ground f**k in the fire, and we'll spread all the ashes around I want to kill away the rest of what's left and I do... yes, I do She turns me on She makes me real I have to apologize For the way I feel And nothing can stop me now (stop me now, stop me now...) There is nothing to fear (fear, fear...) And everything I'd ever want (ever want, ever want...) Is inside of here (of here, of here...) Inside of here... Now I just stare into the sun And I see everything I've done I think I could have been someone But I can't stop what has begun When everything is said and done And there is no place left to run I think I used to be someone Now I just stare into the sun...