The Line Begins To Blur

There are things I said I would never do There are fears I can not believe have come true For my soul is too sick and it's too little and too late And myself I have grown to weary to hate The more I stay in here The more it's not so clear The more I stay in here The more I disappear As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure The line begins to blur There's somebody on top of me I don't know I don't know Is anyone stopping me? I don't know I don't know I won't try and hold my breath I don't know I don't know Just how far can I go I don't know I don't know As I lay here The fabric starts to tear It's far beyond repair And I don't really care As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure The line begins to blur