Broken

I have come a long way where I started from but I'm still not even close to where I'm going (and now) I can no longer see the shine that has been lighting up my way I cannot feel its glowing The fire in my heart is dying and the zeal I had is gone This path that I've chosen's a rocky one Long, hard and frozen it has become Each turn that I've taken on the way has only led me back to Hell I am dying down growing weaker now It could seem that I'm doing fine but I'm broken to little pieces deep inside Why did I ever choose to go this way The question I keep asking myself all the time I guess it was my instinct for self-destruction that pointed me down this way The fire in my eyes is dying and the dream I had is gone This path that I've chosen's a rocky one Long, hard and frozen it has become Each turn that I've taken on the way has only led me back to Hell I am dying down growing weaker now It could seem that I'm doing fine but I'm broken to little pieces deep inside