Home In Despair

Again the sky has fallen down on me Once more a world has crumbled down and over me And yet in some twisted way I enjoy my misery And in some strange way I have grown together with my agony I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe and I feel home anywhere human lives are going down the drain For as long as I remember life has been hard I guess they have "misery" written somewhere in my stars For I have mourned for so damn long that I've forgotten what it was for Everything has gone so wrong that I really couldn't think of anything more I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe and I feel home anywhere human lives are flowing down the drain I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe and I feel home anywhere the light of day is drowned in heavy rain Yet I know the worst is still to come